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12:03:00 PM, ♥
Tuesday, November 10
MynameisQUE; “Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life, fall in the category of the most common mistakes made by people that fall in love. Sometimes, you think you’re already over a person but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over him just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person.. in my opinion, if you truly loved that person you’d never wanna let them go. I would personally be too afraid to see the one I love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because of absence of love, love is always present, it’s just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left, maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger.. so here’s a piece of advice: Let go when you’re hurting too much. Give up when love isn’t enough and move on when things are not like before.. For sure, there is someone out there made just for you.” — (via poeticheartache)
9:07:00 PM, You remind me of........
Sunday, November 8
MynameisQUE; Why haven't I been blogging? Cos I'm fed up with the world. I've been feeling down and everyone doesn't seem to care. Only know how to worsen my week, that's all they know. Only know how to talk, but no action done. Only know how to sugarcoat your words, but they don't mean a thing. Only care about how you feel, but not how I feel. Are you satisfied already? Are you happy now to see how I've crumbled like that wall across the street? Are you? Are you proud of yourself? Are you proud to say that, that is how your parents raised you up to be? Would you still keep your head held high after all you've done? After all the lies that you spun? After all that drama? Why not you get a life? Are you happy now that you've given love a bad name? Are you happy now that you've given us girls a bad name? Are you happy now? You're young and naive, and you don't know shit about what the real world is. Not saying that i know, but I think I know more than you? Why are you going around making yourself look like a loser? Why? It's girls like you that deserve to be judged. Why? Because you deserve it. You can hurl vulgarities about how unfair the world has treated you, about how people always judge you and no one fucking understands about how much you are hurt and how guys make use of you. But look at yourself, the way you carry yourself, the way you act, the way you behave. You gave those dogs every reason available to make use of you. Too bad you're so blind and naive, that you can't see why all this things are happening to you. Well, to tell you the truth, you remind me of someone close to my ♥ & that person is.... ME
9:17:00 PM, Secrets
Saturday, November 7
MynameisQUE; Here's to the ones that love me, the losers that lost me & the lucky bastards that get to meet me ♥ "Every time I read on of these secrets about people who are in love but are too terrified to tell the person, it scares me. If someone was in love with me, I would want to know. Love shouldn't be a secret."
4:23:00 PM, Web banner
Sunday, November 1
MynameisQUE; How's my new banner? People ask me why i put in so much effort to make my blog alive. People ask me why I make such a big deal out of a blog. People ask me why I even bother to write all this. Why? Because I take pride in my blog cos i know that if I strip off my brains, my boobs and my personality, I'm left with NOTHING. Nothing to make me proud of myself. I have nothing else to boast about. Not my looks, not my body, not even my brains. Maybe I'll make it through with love and talent. But wait, do i even have that? Only time will tell. Love, rynaQUE ♥ Labels: rynaQUE, Web banner
11:32:00 AM, Happy Halloween yall!
Saturday, October 31
MynameisQUE; Last i heard, that MAKCIK KEROPOK is roaming around Singapore polytechnic with her fish, prawn,chilli,tapioca crackers. & I even managed to get her to pose for me. How wonderful can the makcik get? She even brought her 3 "friends" with her. So in class, we were talking about Hantu Kom Kom & Hantu tetek. So here's the zich about Kom Kom. Hantu Kom Kom ONLY preys on young virgins, yes boys, you are spared. It is said that 'she' was involved in black magic to make herself more beautiful. Then, she did something taboo, something she was warned from doing and it made her ugly again. Thus, Hantu Kom Kom will come knocking on doors during 'maghrib' or evening saying , " Asalamualaikum" shortened as "Kom Kom" directly translated as 'peace upon to you', a greeting Muslims use when we knock on doors. It is said that she's looking for 9 young girls, who are virgins to suck their blood so that she can be beautiful again. Now, talking about Hantu tetek, which means Boobs Ghost in English, is a female ghost with gigantic boobs. Perhaps a cup Z? Lol. She uses her boobs to attack its victim, suffocating them to death. Yes, with the help of those boobs! Ironically, instead having boobs on the front, hers is on her back. STARRING the dead, ANNA NICOLE SMITH as HANTU TETEK! Not a very appealing sight, I must say. Last time, children were not allowed to go out of the house during dusk because this is said to be the time which most satans, jins and spirits will roam around, be it Hantu Tetek, Hantu Kom Kom or what hantu you've heard of. This "things" will come out hopping around and kidnap children. Well, even up till now, I don't know who and why in the world would people coin up all this stories to scare us. And the weirdest part is that, why are we still scared and why are we still believing all this tales when the world is sooo modernised now. Why do all this spirits only want children? & why hantu tetek and not hantu mata, hantu babat and hatu kaki? Why? Leaving you something to ponder on.. ♥ rynaQUE
9:48:00 AM, Trip to Nuffnang Office
Thursday, October 29
MynameisQUE; TRIP TO NUFFNANG OFFICE WAS AWESOME! I read this article so, I was thinking, why not just be open about it. Both Sad and me won tickets again to catch JULIE&JULIA! We get to watch for FREE& you losers had to pay for it! SHINGZSZSZ! It was located near Farrer Park MRT station, we didn't know that there was a straight bus from school! Dammit! Yes, the building in the middle is where the Nuffnang's office is located. This thing is awesomezxzx. We had to press the unit number and then we could enter. :) What to do... Jakon mode laa! :) Never been to Nuffnang;s office before and this is the first time EVER! Oh, and we saw Benjamin Khoh also collecting his free tix. :) Look at this, ITS THE FREE TIX!!!! :) Sorry it isn't clear. I'm using a phone with lousy camera function. :(:( Complain, then buy for me new phone okay! :P THEN WE HAD LATE LUNCH! Some curry to spice up the occasion cos Farrer Park is near Tekka. Sandy, Farah and me had Chapatti and Sad had Briyani. Well, that was an interesting day! BOOMZXZXZ! Labels: ChappatJulie and Julia, Nuffnang
8:49:00 PM, The Fall.
Tuesday, October 27
MynameisQUE;
I know how it feels to always know that someone is always there for you and I don't want her to feel that way and get hurt. You might never know that perhaps she does love you back the way you love her. I'm sorry I allowed myself to cry in front of you. I'm not disappointed in you because I kind of expected it anyway. All i can do now is to put on a brave front like I always do. I'd like to be the first girl who gives her heart and soul to you. I'd like to be the first malay girl to prove you wrong. I'd like you to be happy because you deserve nothing other than the best. But I'm sorry I'm not the girl you want me to be. I'm not that smart like you. I'm not righteous and good natured like you. You're one smart man, and you never fail to impress me. I don't deserve you. Love, Ryna. The seventeen year old girl. ******** Here's a photo that Sadali photoshopped for me. Here's how i look in real life. Here's a first attempt to webcam with souljaboy This was finally successful, BUT it wasnt clear. Kay now SCRAM! Labels: Boo, Cry, Here I am, rynaQUE, The Fall |